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Granny

The little things, you do to me, are
Taking me over, I wanna show ya
Everything inside of me is
Like a nervous heart, that, is crazy beatin
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, I want you to make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

Back up, back up
Take another chance
Don’t you mess up, mess up
I don’t wanna lose you
Wake up, wake up
This aint just a thing that you
Give up, give up
Don’t you say that I’d be
Better off, better off
Sittin by myself and wonderin
If I'm better off, better off, without you, no

Please don't leave me hanging on...

And every time you notice me
Holdin it closely and sayin sweet things
I don't believe it, that it could be
You speakin your mind and sayin the real things
My feet wanna break free, and I should be leavin
I'm not gonna stand here, watchin you losin
But I won't forget you
So don't make me think this
Was just a waste of time

So back up, back up
Take another chance
Don’t you mess up, mess up
I don’t wanna lose you
Wake up, wake up
This aint just a thing that you
Give up, give up
Don’t you dare say that I’d be
Better off, better off
Sittin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you, no

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